Thursday, June 28, 2007
ALRIGHT ,IM POSTING AFTER LIKE ONE MONTHS PLUS.I felt honoured when Felicia told me that she still read my blog.
Many things happened between this month, boyfriends and friends.
This two things always link to each other whenever one of them comes up.
ME AND HIM ,I don't even know whether we are together?
Friends, I just want somebody that I can talk to.
Till now, I don't even know who I can just cry to.
Parveen might be the best person to tel everything too, but it seems that she not rather interested ?
I changed, but did god give me a chance to stop the good thinds from ending ?
Even when I want something very badly, I choose not to steal.
People insult me, I tolerated.
Anything fairer than this ?Now, I feel like the worse shit on earth.
I feel that I don't have like really close friends, IM LIKE SO NOT POPULAR.
Eventhough im able to go out with my friends without him, but my heart feels super empty can.
If only I have the looks and the money, I won't be here.
See, pretty can find somebody fast.
Rich, sad also can use beer to drunk yourself.
Neither both am I, so how now?
My results? English last in class, people make fun.
If you ever really get an insult, the remarks stays forever in you head.
How hard you try to forget, you won't.
Today I went to take out my stitch, super painful ah.
Im going to have my ear operation on Monday.
Honestly, im super scared of pain. I can't even believe that I dare to pierce my ear.
SEE, even piercing the ear is such a painful thing for me.
I BETTER BE OFF DEAD RIGHT?SO IM GONNA DIE NOW,BYE :)
ACCEPTANCE 8:25 PM
